Going Bovine SPOILERS!

You know how much I love a bittersweet, realistic ending. Cam dying at the end is the type of ending I like in books and usually want. BUT NOT THIS TIME. I wanted him to sit up and be well and live happily ever after. I wanted the trip to be real. Usually the sadness of life is perfect literature for me, but oh, I was so gutted when I got the ending I usually crave.